Welcome . .

These audios were recorded in a Gentling Trauma class in 2020 –
or late 2019 – with Sonia arriving on the Sunday

July 2021 – maybe deviate into this page first? (CLICK)

This Gentling Trauma Relief – session 2 page follows from here (CLICK) (Judgments 51.58 minutes)

Raw audio footage

Sat 2nd session – Chinese numerology 27.41

Sat 3rd session – What gets stuck? 47.48

Trauma .. what was traumatic – inability to let it go. . unfinished. . . stuck there. BLOCKED

Start – My major trauma with Skye being so ill? No one listening to me.
3 minutes – Causes and categories of ‘disease’ – health – ability to adapt to change.
4 minutes – 5 systems of flow. 5 ‘T’s’
7 minutes – categories of disease – Tibetan
10.30 – Triage . . . Declutter, reset , restore (normal).
21.30 – thread moxa (CLICK)
22 – R.I.C.E. (CLICK) – boundaries again
25 – is there a payout for staying stuck??
26.30 – Maya spiritual healing and Reichian theor

(Reading from the Arvigo work) – character structures were organisation of resistance . . .

Do we still need to have these? example – me and being born and the traumatisation of the mother. . .
29.00 – Thus I am focused on upsetting women so they are not bondedly birthed. .
30.30 – Reichian body work. . . severe pain . .
32.00 – ‘Have you had asexual fright?’ – PMDD – pre menstrual disorder. . .important question – ‘what did it mean to you?’
33.30 – Personal helpers/why it all happens. . .and looking in is not that person’s story. .
34.30 – Look at the verbage – the Aua Soma book has polarised into good/bad – and do not personalise ..
35.00 – What is that pain’s message? Enough ingredients? Can 5 systems of flow flow? Traumatic? Not sufficient resoucres . .
36.00 – 6 year old girl and her cancerous leg . . consequences
38.00 – Books of Richard Bach – all are many messages within. E.g. Hypnotising Maria
40.00 – Spiritual Healing reading again . . .some beginnings on this page Fright/fear and shock (Susto). Longstanding grief. (Pesar) Deep unrelenting sadness/depression from pre birth. . Look to the vimeo below .. .

All of this backs up Dr Shen’s info seen here. We have to undo our own stuff. Experientially -how ever it happens ..
44.40 – WHY we do Gentling – all of this is stuck in the ‘machine’ – your body . .
45.30 – Tend wounds on all levels – the now trained up therapists are only working as mechanics .. .
46.30 – Need holistic care. We start with Selfing . . . and redo this workshop many times as we go deeper – Self Help. Especially with the Selfing Challenge. Through the ages. Ancestral. All carrying what happened . . hence back to the Bao Mai /ancestral meditations. (from the Gentle Selfing Intensive)

New day . . .

Sunday 1st session – What IS that body holding? 50.48

We must start with SELF – we all have clutter to undo in our own selves/body – first .
2.00– Reichian armour bands
3.30 – ‘Gold’ standard of ‘research’ – we need to try to prove something wrong if we can’t it wrong IS right . .
5.00 – Can’t control anything the retribution cycle needs releasing

PAUSE THIS TO WRITE – the trauma is?
And then – the payoff not releasing this is?

6.00 – think the circles and upper/ middle /lower again.
7.00 – E.G. periods not supposed to hurt – go back to older tribal . .and also when the toxic Underground metals were safe there are now in us. Safety?
9.00 – must start flowing (SEIZED UP) will stop all life force an create pain with dysfunction
WE START WITH BAO AND DAI MAI ..
10.30 – Free choice? Sovereignty?? Sugar addiction . . gut and Gremlins (movie)
12.30 – We have no idea what will come up . .and in the bonded group – we go through as it is all ‘safe’ to do this.
13.00 – The process of what is going n in the body .. and you (self thinking it is in control) has no control really – so studying formally is of no help.
Humility, humanity and humour – what we need on board . .
We have all been all sexes – and men and circumcision – is needed to also be healed.
16.30 – talking trauma’ – we need to move past The Story. . Can’t go into straight womb work – we have to do in sequence . .
18.30 – Kathryn as an unsubstantial phlegm works!! She became human . . . Chinese medicine works. .
20.00 – The plant medicine experts – the women – and all those who have been removed – and the traditions . ..
See the Life Recipe again – safety . . . programmes – and what have YOU (listening) here for??
22.30 – Holding space without judgement – we may have had to go through it as well – this time around ..
23.30 – Working through our own ‘astrological’ missions – me talking – Saturn in Scorpio . .

WHAT IS TRAUMA? What is running you – sovereignty all over again . . .

25.00 – my early vaxx damage – whooping cough at the beginning of winter at 3 months of age . .
you need to undo your OWN Life Library – holding their stories
27.00 – Women are ‘mother hens’ – the tending instinct – all through everything – as opposed to the amputation of penis without pain relief . .
28.00 – The Alpha males – the ‘bad boys’ . . need a heartful not a hate-ful man to help raise the kids .. Jared Diamond – Collapse – book to read
33.00 – Maori and Maori ori . .escaping the ones who dominate – still happening – generational trauma was always – and is survival . .
Also Dark Nature – Lyall Watson – exploring the nature of ‘evil’
36.00 – ‘Trauma’ is only trauma if they are STUCK. . .if made sense of – all flows instead. .
37.00 – How to teach – Triage – and start where the person is – not from dogma spewed out all over the place . .
38.00 – HIS story versus HER Story – questions asked of those doing the Gentling Way . . .
41.00 – TRAUMA – what is it and WHOSE is it? – What part of48.30- Maya ‘spirituial ‘ healing
your ‘life’ did it happen in and thus – to?
42.00 – ENERGY FOLLOWS THOUGHT – focus on what you want to be doing – not how hard it is . . MUST be clear. . do the homework in this section –
WHAT IS SO SPECIAL ABOUT ME? – you I mean you listening . .
44.00 – Reichian therapy workshop 46 years ago for posterity . . how to do it – with incredibly gentle stroke . . .and what it releases!!!
(Answering why I did not do the gentle strokes with the breath – as that will likely set up what we were not intending (in a teaching space)
None of us know what is waiting to be released.
47.00 – we really DO wring our hand – I have watched me doing this from time to time . .
48.00 – Mayan ‘spiritual ‘ healing – see more here . .
49.00 – Dr Shen and his lineage. . . rebirthing and what all find – we need to let go what is holding us hostage ..

WE MUST BOND MUM AND DAD TOGETHER. . .

As what YOU think presently is your ‘trauma’ is likely not the start at all .. conscious memory may start somewhere well before here

Sunday 2nd session – Trauma? 1.07.26 – Maya spiritual healing model – from the Arvigo manual . .

Relook at the day before – TRAUMA – what is your’s?? Heather’s horror – who will do this hard work?
Birth trauma? Whose birth – your’s or your child’s?
All women – are traumatised from the training (acupuncturists) – happens in China? Not appropriate for us . .
Not respecting the students, the body of work – and also out there as new practitioners. . ..mentoring needed – but not acc to the censors’ . .
3.00 – Sonia seeing me being STUCK in who takes this on? Her version in the Quodoushka . .this is NOT the red tent version . .
CULTURAL APPROPRIATION
8.00 – DEP and his history Heather’s visit to Lourdes ..
9.00 – reading from the manual . . .
10.30 – As you believe – so it is . .. PLACEBO . .
12.00 – Being Skye’s mum and the white Tara work . .
14.00 – Promicia . .I gift my heart through my hands . . (They CANNOT tell me what I am to say and do).
16.00 – Elders – always first. .
18.00 – ‘Mists of Avalon’ . . . novels for remembrance – including Clan of the Cave Bear series
also the ‘People of series . . I was heavily into vibrationals and plants.
23.00 – me happy in Belize – home again ..
24.00 – Cultural appropriation again . .trauma carried down . .
26.00 – Pregnancy Map/Human Matrix – eBooks – what makes us us – and human – from an electrical model . . (see line above again)
28.00 – From Womb to World – Tedex

Scanning and what not – heat /toxin and what will that do forever after?

29.00 – we all need to be embodied . . the ‘pre heaven to ‘post heaven’ shift – fetal to adult circulation . .
31.00 – Lotus Birth = see more here.
32.30 – The Nine Cardiac Troubles – Dr Shen’s work . . Not transfusing blood or organs – esp not the heart . .
34.00 – The separation of mum and bub – pericardium energy starts up, –

Peace Begins at Birth

36.00 – Me reading the info . . from the pulse workshop from Dr Hammer early 1995, Brisbane
38.00 – Weaving together the nutrients needed/the contaminants to mess with it – see mercury and magnesium . .
38.45 – Me doped up on Pethidine and her prolapsed bladder – as she was getting ‘the best of care’ . .
44.00 – still reading the S and S out – and causation due to the birth injuries. .. your birth trauma – not mum’s experience
46.00 – Baby shocked . . maybe see fingertip rescues – and what to do – emergency can’t breathe/live – also pricklies – First Aid – not out yet . .
49.00 – C section and all sorts of not looking after mum so she is well nourished and rested in pregnancy. Mercury blocking magnesium. Selenium also – and both of these are to make glutathione . . my congestive heart failure and how I resolved this

BIRTH TRAUMA – personal
56.00 – history . .and how I have been attempting to work it out – hence we have this work.
56.30 – By the 3rd baby – I knew I needed a backup – could not her . . STUCK

Sunday 3rd session – Kaliana remedies – 36. 48

Kaliana page (CLICK)

Sunday 4th session – ‘The Work’ – 53.46

We (2024) start with Free Your Own Qi as a taster into all of this – and onto Selfing (online portion here) . . .

What next/a sequence . . Reconnecting
Reconnecting (Not where anyone starts – have to do the Gentle Trauma Relief (here and the experiential) first . . – need to undo the Life Residue so the 5 systems of flows can happen . . and we need to undo the energy/electrics . .not about organ pathology – but about the lived reality of being in a body – the cancel culture in 1949 and onwards in China (CCP) is the birth of TCM . .
BUT – we are all tied up in knots – and we also need to sift out the ‘what is mine’ – and ‘what is not mine’ . .
There is also the walking in – as ‘we’ may not be the birthed consciousness in that body.
Living Ligaments is like closed surgery -we are to then relocate the womb/viscera.
Being with my daughter – ahead of working in the masses with their brains not working – either due to the c/h jabb injuries or the ones from the recent hoo- ha . .we need to look at the closed brain surgery/toxicity that allowed her to not be human enough to be able to sovereign . .
In the rush I am – we need to get it out of me .
Living Ligament sis also the remnants I had forgotten to use – and the foundational moves and clearing out the cold – and the lymphatic and flank and chest gouging we all need to work the QI STUCK . .
4.20 – Reset the Metabolism – and how to clear out cold rescue the Yang – includes peristeaming and use of iodine – topical . .
6.00 – iodine – see more here – halides – also in LIFE Essentials . .

Foundational Moves – all that is in WDCD (2005)
Easy Pregnancy Resources – with (as well as the eBook WDCD more -2018) – the charts posters, and of course the videos . .
12.00 – explaining the issues to get it all out (plus my recovering perfectionist-ness)