Welcome
SECOND SESSION
Answering questions (Can you write down your biggest challenges (3) And what you so far have done to attempt to get balanced on these?
And how that went . .
3.30 – Another question – the role you played in your family of origin . .
4.00 – My version of a story
6 .00 – Distractions – cancer or not is immaterial .. .Questions – why you, there, then – and look at what you did know the rage . . .
7.00 – What is ego or being sovereign
7.30 – Men – false ego -= women – false humility
10.00 – Well done for sitting and asking yourself
10.30 – Scar work – and never being able to make own decisions?
12.00 – Stuck in middle circle
14.00 – Need to go through this. . .
16.00 – What are you gong to do if you do not go forwards . .
19.30 – THEY chose us – kids ..
20.30 – Feeling safe with mum /sister.
21.00 – What does love look like to you?
22.00 – my story . . and eating . .
24.00 – We MUST pay attention – the assignment . .
26.30 – Where to start? What you resist the most . .
28.00 – Being in life . . .payoff? Somewhere
30.00 – Selfing in the morning routine.
31.00 – Finding Pollyanna – stuck in middle circle is not helpful.
33.00 – Chinese herbs to clear out the Damp and Heat in there – and resentment//bitterness etc . .
35.00 – What got out of today? Male – false arrogance – Female – false ego – we ARE reversed – women usually are under valuing – men over valuing themselves. .
37.30 – My Being Woman app – and what it can do (I thought at this stage).
40.00 – Chinese herbs to get – as we need to UNDO the GB emotional distresses ,
41.00 – My mother’s breakage . .and the resultant baby trouble – how this line works – EARLY LIFE is the key . .
47.00 – Getting the Masterpeace drops to undo the metals etc that are stopping the minerals getting into our cells – I think it is cheaper and as good as the CH 77 – as the correct dosage of CH 77 – is 75 drops a day – and this is dearer than the Master Peace $US 50 – for 2 months (5 drops x 2 daily).
50.00 ish – the App and we all are having $$ interesting issues. . .
52.00 – What Miriam has the same? NO – do finish what you have – and then get the MasterPeace . .
54.00– More foot spas . .
NOT SURE STILL WHAT I AM DOING FOR THE PP – in gestation . .
58.00 – My own ego issues to try to gat my name om the awning over the shop . .
We all as women have these challenges. .
58.30 – Miriam thinking it was funny I had softened so much to do the scar workshop . .
STUFF COMES UP!!!
1.00.00 – Desperation – s that the word (I remind you – you weer to come up to see me originally).
FIRST SESSION
START – assumptions. . you are catastrophising well. Issue is what is fueling the rage – take a paradigm shift –
You need to see what set this in motion – and eventually physical body is yelling at you – and this has been a long time coming . .
2.45 – Dr Ruth Cilento and ‘Heal Cancer’ – characteristics of a terminal prognosis not ‘winning ‘ – is all up to you.
1 – Believe diagnosis – prognosis is your choice – to go with the ‘dr said ‘ or make your own adventure
2 – Be emotionally real}
3 – Have something to live for
4 – Be the change – not handing over to someone who is being paid to show up at work . .
5.30 – IVM – Go to Tina White – been a live blood analysis naturopath for over 35 years – and get that done, plus what she screen s for with excesses ans deficiencies, take the CH 77 – see more here
And realise that the legs of the table as they all need addressing
Input – food is only ONE input – there is what is going around in your head – and that is the causative factor – ANYWAY – so YOU are the cure – and the reason this is now in this state – and c a n c e r is the least of your issues – you unable to free yourself of your belief systems is the issue.
DO NOT TELL ANYONE ELSE of your fears as they will add their tuppence worth and unsolicited advice in. – and it is not as if you have rampant cancer – and even if you did- what would you do? Forget that YOU grew it and you thus can UNGROW it
See the rainbow poster I sent home with you – what you chose to eat is irrelevant next to all other components of life to be considered there.
ANY DECISION MADE IN FEAR IS THE WRONG DECISION – thus need to get clear on the 4 ways of knowing.
Filmed in 2020 in my home in Atarau, West Coast, NZ
Who is “I”? – The three circles in balance is a theory – I suspect we are here to grow and the way all show up is in the middle – and the end one is why we are here – may or may not work through what we set up. See here for more on the work needed: how we as the middle circle need to undo – is individual
6.00 – See Tina – as ‘spikes’ are not the issue . . my blood results and what I have done
7.30 – CH 77 – see as above. To get rid of the mess that is stopping the ingredients getting to the cells. .. Mega defense – see here – do not need yet
Check all the free links of courses I sent you initially.
11.00 – Me showing you the table – above.
13.00 – Not made well – and all who come to me seem to be MTHFR – so what . . who owns your thinking?
16.00 – the religion – and the tale of the guy in the wheelchair . .
18.00– Stuck in wrong paradigm . .right hand side of the page – the physical END RESULTS of not sorting out the energy instructions.
IODINE – also – on my easybreasts site here and here (BROMIDES) and FLUORIDE and especially the bromide/breasts not working well catastrophe –
22.45 – right sided pain in belly – need all to circulate.
23.45 – the patches – we will get to soon – you have a package of Aeon awaiting you.
25.00 – You have been gifted a body – and where is the instruction manual ? Undo what you are resisting is the easiest way to find your own.
26.00 – My young daughter’s story
27.30 – PATCHES – please go here and see what you can find.
30.00 – We all need to be caring . . .
31.30 – Inner work – Making FRIENDS with the mother within . . – trainings for shortly – we need to get the ball rolling first.
32.30 – Glutathione Accelerator.
33.30 – Halide poisoning – the iodine is getting it out. – Taking these helpers as they get rid of what is not supposed to be there.
35.00 – Vit C – needed in BULK as is the VIt D3 – and pay little attention to tests etc – you have a need to repair and need so much going in to correct what has taken this time to percolate to the surface. Back to the liver organ – it needs Vit C to clear itself – and the rest of what I am sending you to start with – not nutrients in but clear out what blocks their existence from your cells so they can be used. TAKE LOTS – and stop liver worrying.
Put castor oil packs on it. See gentling site
1 – Structure Determines Function – therefore all has to be aligned. The womb is the hub of our wheel of life. And nutrients need to back up the ability to circulate . .
2 – Energy Follows Thought – If ‘diagnosed’ is like a chain around the neck – attached to a ball to slow down all thinking as ‘being good’ and doing what dr says’ wins.
3 – Flows Have to Flow – (acupuncture should be Qi moving) – not male/medical/not feeling but observing and that being the ‘Gold Standard” dominated thinking of the now fad of herbalised visceral issues popped into the relevant boxes and the practitioner treating the box, not the person – who has had a life and is not in any box. being a good girl to do so .. .all circulation is only as good as the issues above – and the one below.
4 Body Remembers Everything That Has Ever Happened To It – no ‘putting it behind you ‘ – you are living it still – check out the Reichian personality work. 5 – *Body Heals Itself * – when it can – hence my Triage and the Moving Blockages style of healing.
39.40 – YOUR problem – need to become the body of Light that you are. Not going to die presently – wake up time.
41.00 – Me getting the Trust bottle.
42.00 – Take another breath please – Marlene’s story . . and taking chemo and handed her daughter over – and FIXED HERSELF.
45.00 – Essiac herbs – do not need to take EVERYTHING – your choice . ..
46.30 – Tinkering not needed . and chemo is NOT the answer – 5 years?
47.30 – Another cancer story . . . after effects of the treatment – not expected to live that long to get this happening.
50.00 – Biggest problem – FEAR and what you are distracted by.
51.00 – BLUE BEES!
52.00 – Terrified – of what? Option Institute .. Life rescue – free online course
53.00 – Past Ansett employee exercise
56.30 – Terrified is in the way – ‘Reunion’ – meditation CD . .
58.00 – Toni’s story – how we got the meditation CD – for her. FOR YOU – SEE HERE
1.00.00 – I assumed the medicos were doing their job.
1.03.00– Dr Edith Eger – CHOICE – get the book and see all her videos – and heal what you now can feel
ALSO .. ..
1.05.30 – Rewrite the birth of your daughter story – as you are STUCK there again – the lesson not learned – whatever it is.
1.09.30 – Anna and you not diminished – go through what makes you terrified (what is behind terrified ?) Option Process .. see circle\s above.
1.11.50 – SCARED OF LIFE
1.12.00 – My daughter’s story – in Sweden . . more of her mother’s story is here – what a gift!!
1.14.00 – Safe, sane and sovereign . .
Being stuck in middle circle – see above again . . .
and the roles of each and walking-in. ..
1.16.30 – Role of the circle model – can understand what you are here for and doing – when you get out of your own way ..
1.17.30 – LOOK HERE AGAIN.
1.20.00 – WHAT TO EAT? What you want – within reason . . .ENJOY LIFE! SAY YES!!!!
What are you feeding yourself (you are the thing you do not have) with? See the rainbow poster up above again . .
WE ARE WHAT WE BELIEVE – is all dogma – and that is everyone’s issue – their limitations. ..
Separating into the groups that naturally have characteristics
| LIFE NATURAL – PREGNANCY/BIRTHING | MEDICAL – PREGNANCY/BIRTHING |
| CRUNCHY’ /Baby centred/ Child focused | ‘Good’ /Believing Dr knows best/ self focused |
| Knows and trusts Nature | Fear governs all actions – follows authorities |
| Allows life to unfold | Feels safer if controlled at every step |
| Needs to know, and questions any and everything. | Will do whatever told/comply, as that is the way to ‘win’ |
| LIFE/ NATURAL – FERTILITY | MEDICAL /FERTILITY |
| Want the best baby naturally/possible | Want a baby at any cost – SELF focused |
| Question everything | Follow the Dr’s latest dictates blindly |
| Understand the cycles and tides of life flows | Think anything can be bought – throw more $$ at the ‘problem’ |
| Respect and trust life and its processes | Fear of missing out – assume nature is being difficult |
| LIFE/ NATURAL –‘STUDENTS OF LIFE’ /’PATIENTS’ | MEDICAL –STUDENTS OF LIFE’ /’PATIENTS’ |
| R – Responsibility – Is it ethical/biological sustainable? | R – Responsibility – Is it ‘safe’? |
| I – To follow inner Light and goodness | I – Has to be within guidelines externally measured |
| C – Commitment – First, Do No Harm | C – Commitment – To self – and to follow $$ as that is king |
| E – Empowerment – Sovereignty | E – Empowerment – NONE |
| INNER WORK/ self aware – they hold their own keys | HOPE – be ‘good’ and all will be well |
| Scared of staying STUCK | Scared of dying – will do anything to not |
| Know the life is theirs’, as are lessons and work to be done | Hand over to someone ’qualified’/external to self |
| Know the inner template is to be respected/followed | Health outcomes based on ‘luck; and ‘genes’ |
| Trust/ faith in nature and their own script – change is possible | Belief in diagnosis /label – thus dictated prognosis |
| Sovereign – they are the architects of their own future | Very malleable/gullible |
| LIFE/ NATURAL – PRACTITIONERS | MEDICAL – /PRACTITIONERS |
| Mission – to allow the body to heal | Mission – to stop people dying at all costs |
| Terraine focused – assist body to work its own magic | Study death, cadavers, and see ‘germs’ as cause of disease |
| Have inner ethical code – follow nature | Want/need to be included/accepted /part of the guild |
| Inner authenticity | Eternal (not self) authority governs actions |
| Question everything – individual/teat the person here, now | Do what are told – esp to ‘believe’ – protocol driven |
| Focus ‘above the line’ – they just know, or have embodied truth | Focus ‘under the line’ – lies, and litigation as ‘sticks’ |
| PLANTS ARE OUR FRIENDS | PHARMA FODDER |
LIFE VERSUS MEDICINE
| Understand nature and flows of life | ‘More research needed’ usual refrain, as often ‘we don’t know’ |
| Health enhancement/retrieval | Win against disease |
| Understand terrain – ability to adapt | Study death to attempt life |
| Questioning is welcome | Questioning banned – ‘settled science’ |
| Stand back, and let nature win | Rush in and control /force change |
