Welcome to another surprising tale . .
I invite you the reader/listener to get your Undoing Life Library sheets and do them up for Vanessa –
and also AGAIN for yourself . . and YOUR mother. .
I know in listening to this tale.
Put yourself back into YOUR story and see what triggers you can write in and at the same time – be aware of who we are shaped.
That line again of Dr Shen .
Reminder . .times of life when we are carrying the most impact
Mum – and what is happening to/with her dictates how we are able to flourish and to grow.
Please get out the inner library chart and fill it in so you get how to do this with others.
The chart to use with case histories and the one on what moves and what you would be using for – as this is a learning tutorial 0 not a story telling only.
You will see as we go along with more of these – why after 40+years I teach it this way – as we are all essentially here to learn from what has been.
Our bodies remember all that has happened to them.
The flows need to flow
Our bodies CAN heal
The Shen is all . .
The driver . .
And the body – it follows instructions. .
The expectations sheet – also (for what you would do should the person with these issues comes in)
Bladder project (CLICK)
Breastfeeding Story – Skye’s Mother’s Story – the reality
Resistance Challenge.
(What is yours)
The Pause . .
Are we getting ready – girding out =r loins – for the world we will be going back into.
Timing is roughly . .
6 minutes in – Vanessa tells us about her beginnings. .
25 years old in late 1993. Very active life – walking up mountains – and in the cold . .
Instantly got hyperemesis.
Left work . .
8 minutes – scan and told no baby.
3 hours later – having a D &C . . and 3 days later – off trekking about as planned – and thus straight back into life – felt so much better – better than had felt for ages. .
11 minutes – all perfect immediately – and thinking and saying to all – felt so much better. .
13 minutes – very vomiting – and tried to avoid the hospitalisation. How to manage eating and vomiting.
16 – I got distracted- so we go onto her mum’s story – we wll get back to the health of Vanessa (red face/fluid+++)
Mum was 21 when she had Vanessa- the eldest – 4 in 5 years . .
First 8 years not remembered.
17.45 – took Debendox all through the pregnancy and only 13 months between her ddn sister – so she was taking this when still nursing Vanessa. ‘Too easy to get pregnant”.
Was at least 8 months at that time.
21 Mum’s brother fell out of tree and broke his skull and leg – mum with hormones forever being taken – still when had leukemia. Also nervous system problems – she thinks goes back to 4 lots of Debendox.
24– Albert Chiari malformation etc
26 – Vanessa’s horror story on dodgy doctor. .
29 – Various family interesting neurological history
31 – How to do up case histories – Inner Library – treasure – trove – do your m and her mum .
That line above again – not about DNA and what was happening in her life. .
32.40 – Mercury etc in the environment – ‘lumps’. Internal and external – psych trauma at being laughed at . .
Neurofibromatosis – grandma – ended up in a halo and sad end to life
36.18 – Mother also in car accident and neck went no good. . 2 discs fused and a plate and then could not work as she was – no longer driving .. and fused the bone from leg onto sine – and that messed with her. Lost too much CFS . .
40 – Medical experimentation – absolute torture – living nightmare. .
42.40 – Mum’s battle of problem s0 the past of Debendox -and also the burning off of the toxic – copper fires . .
44.40 – Debendox. . responsible of the collapse of mum’s nervous system –
46 – Aural and visual problems – as side effects.
49 – New motherhood not as fierce as it maybe should be.
50.30 – Leaking bladder
1.15 Douglas had a vaxx reaction – ended up gluten intolerant – and she lost her problems as she was fixing him – he had been been vaxxed before..she will check . .
2.30 – Swine flu injection and life problems now. .
3.30 – Dressed very day 0f the hole in body to bladder – no infections – mum and rosemary herbs . .
5.00 – Left leg dragged – and eventually fixed itself – and also the left hand – would release him and he would get upset – “you let me go” . . –
6.00 – Urinary infection in Singapore
8.00 – Not good water – hence her tea habit.
9.30 – Peter and being ‘there’.
18.30 – Bladder and health care in pregnancy
21.40 – Cups of tea . .at her worst – 20 .
23 – Hyperemesis and had to ‘deal with Douglas . . .’
25 – Diastasis – physio and ‘good’ help ..
27.30 – What else to help self. .
29 –Getting ready for C-section
33 – Pain meds not there to use.. .
34.30 – Allergic to morphine
38 – Baby weights and Jing (hyperemses – lucky baby is ‘only’ underweight.
39.30 – Baby allergies
42.30 – Mastitis (divorce settlement)
43 – Hospitalisation in Children’s Ward children’s meals
45 – no bladder problems since
FIXED – after Living Ligaments I – Doreen and her found that the work we did – fixed them both.
46 – need the bladder project finished – ‘pissed off’ – heat from sugar, no enough water, pissed off – and thus self medications due to upset. .and also – adhesions . .
47.30 – gentle tweaking’ – clears right up into ears. . awful lot of wax . .
49.20 – sex – since steaming – life has been the worst – humungous pressures in camp ground – is not a good measure.
51 – vaginal dryness – happening – steam – beforehand . . foreplay – pelvic opening . . Aidan will not go near moxa.
55 – Castor oil (CLICK) on perineum – to assist to help opening
55.40 – HATED it – cold on perineum – and the bladder problem? 3 day after 1st born . .
56.40 – 2 major damages o women- loss of blood anad invasion of cold. .
57 – My experience of help after episiotomy – 43 years ago . . no pain relief. And Byron Bay hospital food. .
1.01.00 – odd experience . .
1.05.00 – Need to get these stories OUT ..
The bladder project is started. .
If you have a story to share. .
It is all part of womb placement and what is tied up with adhesions . .
And what we seem to have all signed up for – challenges and resiliences learned.