Welcome
Start – Jessica’s update
2.00 – My interpretation of her situation and being in a vocation. The historical H’s clinic version.
4.00 – Historical acupuncture education . ..A.C.A.(Bne) to incorporating B.C.T.A. to become A.C.N.M. then Endeavour .
8.00 – Why it does not work . . and
9.30 – and my single mother context – no car, relations or childcare (organised) as now. Me working in a dr’s surgery.
12.00 – Selling clinic prior to becoming pregnant the second time.
13.00 – NOT having extras in my clinic . . . IT COSTS ME TOO MUCH . .
15.00 – Sonia’s sensible suggestion . . .
18.00 – Others are NOT able to coast on other’s efforts – not appropriate for us. THIRTY PERCENT IS WHAT THEY GET AS AN EMPLOYEE. . .
20.00 – Why women are in this mess . . .we say yes to be ‘nice’
21.30 – I can cover it easily . . so WHY are they there?
23.00 – My go back to full time jobs till I was making more part time in clinic than this slavery . . WHERE IS THEIR GRATITUDE?
25.00 – Jessica costs herself out at $30 per hour – WHY?????
26.00 – Me subsidising an assistant by my teaching fees. ..NOT APPROPRIATE!!
26.30 – MOLLY – apprentice her.
28.00 – NEW DAY DAWNS . . . GROW UP – what does being 35
mean to me?
30.00 – CARD Imperfect action is better than none. .
33.00 – Sita came in briefly . .
35.00– Selling my clinic . . instead of over doing it when pregnant.
37.00 – Parasites. . . more of my experiences . . we are being raped by those who see us giving – so they take. WHO WINS??
40.00 – CLARITY needed. .
41.30 – TAKE THAT HAT OFF – she is not there as a friend, but a taker. Business is not friends ..
43.00 – Watch your own interests – as we get groomed. . Business conversation . . .
Women’s Womb Work
45.30 – What is the point?
46.30 – Rynn’s clinic example and me being a costings officer . .
48.00 – Check out how you feel again . . H’s way out 0- they pay retainer and get a percentage – so you get paid regardless. .
50.30 – Sonia’s proposition to work in a colonic space. – the mature woman’s version.
52.00 – Jessica – we are all eldest daughters and why we need Selfing to be done NOW.
54.00 – Lisa is reducing the Selfing into basically topics – it is about RELATING and the inner undoing . .
55.00 – BUSINESS. . not ‘helping you out’.
58.00 – J remembers why she started this to help other new grads . .
1.00.00 – Sonia’s brown spots – wen they came up – and why? COLD
1.02.00 – Homebirth Conference stall – me being the likeable lady crone . . with Sita ..
1.04.00 – NOT being a teacher on Endeavour. . . WHO has brought out different terms for all of this. .
1.06.00 – Pricklies 101 – First Aid 201 – Home Help 301 – Anatomy and Physiology of the Energy Bodies
1.07.00 – Sonia – what the midwife said . .
1.09.00 – J talked to still . .
1.10.20 – Need to do Selfing and Self Discovery . .
1.12.00 – CHARGE YOUR VALUE – not what you think – what they know that they are getting – and from where else?
1.15.00 – Dogs need an alpha male. .
1.16.30 – Mentorship is not teaching for trainings . . last clinic
1.19.00 – What does Carissa want?
1.21.00 – Lampreys and they are taking the place of your children . .
1.23.00 – End etc pain is EASY TO FIX . . .not from what the men teach though.
1.24.00 – Selfing . . deep relating – connecting
1.25.00 – Jessica and Sonia talking about meditations in circle . .
1.26.30 – Needs to be in person. And not the intention to do snippets but woven into an experience – in retreat.
1.29.30 – Tomorrow never comes . .card
1.31.00 – Jessica’s word? Mature – have your own back . .
1.32.00– J’s most important part of today . . FAIR IT COSTS ME TOO MUCH
1.33.00 – the workers wanting mum to do it all – like sharing a house and doing NO housework . .SACK THEM!!
1.36.00 – what I resit grows – Sonia – FREEDOM . .
WHERE DO THESE PROGRAMMES COME FROM?
1.37.30 – Molly can needle scars etc after the 8th December . .
1.39.00 – Pesar . . . see below ‘heart troubles’ . .
1.42.00 – Dr Shen and Dr Hammer
1.46.00 – How J is feeling? Mum going?
1.48.00 – Why are you worth so little?
1.49.00 – J – someone who is not taking account of others – bullied – chubby and different – them being bitchy . .
1.50.30 – all have different themes – what was yours – what role in family – healer . .S – black sheep – me meat in sandwich – fixed all relating issues. . we need to grow out of this. Healer? Attempting to make everyone’s life easier –
1.54.00 – Being taken as less than as a girl . .
1.55.00 – only looked after if we were acceptable to our parents . .
1.56.00 – Sonia feels that she was a danger to what her family thought they wanted. .
1.58.00 – Ethics? What are they? J’ s patients are much ‘better; now she has been doing this mentorship.
2.00.00 – Themes – your workers need to get out of your space . .J’s RELISTEN
2.02.00 – J getting more awkward pertinent questions – I was being groomed – proving that you are worthy – why?
2.04.30 – Sonia and doing Arvigo Self Care vs G.W. Selfing . .
2.07.00 – me attempting to work out what being a bitch was . .
2.08.00 – Undoing Your Life Library – undoing what happened – fill it also out for mum and your kids. .
2.11.00 – me in a Caroline Myss workshop – the fairy tale. .
2.12.00 – Sonia and her experience.
2.13.00 – ONLY NOW AFTER 20 years- starting to trust my man. Big damage done by mums and what happens to them.
2.13.30 – Cuckoos – you have your nest filled with them . . J still being on the mat . .and “I” statements are needed. .
2.16.00 – I LOOK AFTER ME FIRST – Selfing message. .
2.18.30– Playing the Fix It Game – ethics see here . .
2.19.30 – J version of ethics. . definitions – Sonia –
2.20.30 – ETHICS – biologically sustainable? Only on the bottom circle . .
2.21.30 – Dark Nature – Lyall Watson – is evil in nature ..
2.24.00 – Impossibility i being a clinical supervisor . .no desired outcomes. .
2.28.00 – SONIA and what changed to for her. I DON’T WANT TO GIVE ANYTHING TO ANYONE ANYMORE.
2.30.00 – Selfing – and why we do it this way . . my getting out of the way – my desired outcome is in the way . .
2.31.00 – Who are our people? Needs to be more than the moves – stuff percolates up if we do it well and they feel safe
2.35.00 – What it means to all of us – difference Sonia before and after .
More confidence, have more clients, no more than the little Sonia and is sharing – and people find is so simple, but does a lot.
2.37.00 – Get out from under the line that holds the controls – the Lies , and the Litigation if we are non compliant . . look at ways of knowing again . . do not need unloving mirrors – do what you will – ethically . . ETHICS
2.40.00 – Need to have the Selfing under your belly as when people lose who they were in class, we all need to be sovereign and not go into our own stuff. Being women together . . .
2.47.00 – WHAT IS SO SPECIAL ABOUT YOU NOW? Jessica especially as you are now a 35 year old ..
Pre 2021 – me at home teaching spiritual healing
7.30 – My broken heart – outside events that broke me on top of what I had already . . we are all one . .
10.30 – what we all should have gotten – at our mother’s lap – what to do to protect ourselves (witchy??)