Pain #4 – how do we cope? Multiple Personality Disorder

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We go into spaces when we work with ‘stuff’ as it is ready to leave. Or gets a poke and reacts . .

Maja  answer to the question

‘What do we do if they shear off?’
As in Multiple Personality – in the room –

How do we work with this?

The Aftermath

  • 0.30 – Finding the time
  • 1.40 – Tina and her pain management – that ‘bit’ focus … is one body – FLOWS
  • 2.50 – sexual abuse arises eventually
  • 5.30 -told baby was dead – to awaken to have her live daughter . .
  • 6.30 – everything layered on top of.  .
  • 7.40 – My Twin Towers Story – walking in ..
  • 8.30 – Pain may be on a very different level to where there are ‘feeling’ it – example of Carol .
  • 11 – Showing the art work that is the visual representation of this work. LINK – mediation booklet images
  • 12 – The process of muddle/obstruction/what we may wish to clear..
  • 14.15 – landmines
  • 15.20 – perfect Light representation
  • 16 – Living in the Light . .no fear . . 7 ‘L’s’
  • 18.50 – Fear – taps the ‘Lizard’ brain – no thought – all reactivity. .
  • Maya downfall and  African gold empire 
  • 20.40 – people always have been really nasty to each other. .
  • 22.30 – we have ‘spare ‘ time – so we can be creative ..
  • 23.40 – what is our focus? Can we be ‘civilised’?
  • 24.30 – Sexual abuse – always been . .. body awareness of this
  • 25.30 – Trauma held in everyone – we can feel it .
  • 27 – Clear ourselves now .. what is coming
  • 28.20 – Tina – recently had an ectopic pregnancy = and see what a mess the medicos are making of this – never mind her she had space – about to be a mum with Sean (never wanted bubs) and all that will never be – he got a vasectomy on my suggestion – and she now told she has cancer . .and in vast pain still – as she is NOT undoing what she does not want to – the old sexual abuse branding
  • 29.30 – Different books written on Multiples (now called Dissociative Disorder).
  • 30.30 – Ryan and his troubles
  • 32 – ‘It is as though’ versus – story/life as we have bought it/all hold as ‘reality’. .
  • 33 –  Microsoft patent W02020060606 – seriously!!! Cryptocurrency using body activation data- we are about to be in the past Science Fiction – will be FACT.
  • 34 – are we sovereign beings ? Programme of abuse – will run us if stuck in the Middle Circle . .
  • 35 – It Is As Though. .use it when life no longer fits ..
  • 36 – Moving Blockages. .
  • 38 – What I normally do in Healing the Wounded Healer – we need to look at not only being in this ‘life’
  • 39 – We have all had different ‘brands’ ..
  • 40 – need the person – not their ‘modality’
  • JUST FOUND – how did I miss this? Illusions II
  • 42.40   if easy – it would have been fixed already  .. Mike and the magnesium fix.  .
  • 43.40 – can you use too much magnesium? Gets stored . .
  • 45 – using it all day ourselves.. .we need it
  • 47.40 – Long way around – how not to be triggered,
  • 49 – Bad Things Will Happen If You Do Not Do Good Here. – basis of all religions. . – no cheating . .
  • 49.50 – ‘Your Body Doesn’t Lie’ – John Diamond
  • 50.40 – pain – will resurface – Jeni forgot about another sexual attack she had experienced
  • 51.30 WARNING – and will keep up until we uncover what is fueling all of this.
  • 52 – What else may happen?
  • 53 – Tina’s progression
  • 55.50 – External – internal  causes of disease ..

 

  • 57.40 – Get real
  • 58 – Tibetan classification of disease . . including evil spirit possession and karma. .
  • 1 hour – animal rape – and Maja telling us about her mare being put in foal
  • 1.03.20 WHAT DO WE DO – when they split off.
  • 1.03.40 – we need to be safe – as in – the one that set t up may be there to help us work out OUR stuff . .
  • 1.04.00 – Me explaining how I saw Ryan/Duncan incidents.  .
  • 1.06.00 – Need to focus on knitting versus splitting – find a great energy healer/pranic healer . .need to find others who can be sent those who need more than you have on offer. .none of us are a one stop shop .
  • 1.07.30 – Holding the group hostage.  .. I see this play out in class in person sometimes. .
  • 1.09.00 – ‘Hello – who are you?’ – recognise so they have to work it out themselves – put them on notice. .
  • 1.10.00 – how to talk to the psychologist as she may then return .
  • 1.11.00 – how I dealt with the 4 faces of Ryan ..
  • 1.12.30 – what to do?
  • 1.13.30 – GUARD YOUR HEART . .
  • 1.15.00 – Me embodying this work . .
  • 1.15.40 – Leave yourself (middle circle) at the door – Shaman work
  • 1.17.40 – we need to shift upwards .. we hold the container from somewhere else – ask for help – their Higher Self and so on  . AND do something that makes YOUR heart sing . .please . .have a life outside of this.

 

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